curtains

being at home for the past three days made me realize something. i hadn't drawn my curtains or opened my room windows for months. MONTHS! it's bizarre. and rather unhealthy if you think about it. i've been subconsciously living in this miserable, dark, lonely room for the past few months (or subconsciously been influenced by all these damn vampires *read*). today i pulled the curtains and opened all the windows and it just felt so damn good. or perhaps it's just the sudden flow of oxygen. lol. i can be odd.

500 days of summer is awesome. i wanted to watch it since i saw the trailer back in june. zooey deschanel and joseph gordon-levitt are adorable.



this is not part of the film, but features zooey and joseph. they have this great chemistry together haha


there's just something about the film. it's simple, it's cute and the message is there. i like the whole non-committal thing. well obviously i can say that because i'm single, but right now, thinking of relationships just feels so restrictive. lol. i've been having these conversations with a friend, she asks me about my feelings on marriage and relationships and stuff, but i just cant wrap my head around the whole thing :/

speaking of marriage, i overheard this lady last week. you could tell she was ecstatic about getting married. what is it about marriage that makes people so deliriously happy? you hear how people change after marriage, so it's just gonna go downhill from there isnt it? you know, some people spend a ridiculous amount on dresses, one wedding dress (sometimes two, one for photography one for the actual ceremony) two evening gowns (or three), bridesmaid dresses, flower girl's dresses... and that's just the bride's side. the whole affair has become such a...well, circus. don't get me wrong, i dont have anything against people getting married. but i think im probably gonna regret writing this post one day. lol

i still havent managed to watch the new Dorian Gray film, it's already out in the UK. it's time like these i wish i was still living in england lol.

random video. i like this song.


there's a sneak peek at the pilot ep of three rivers. i havent really followed any medical dramas and im gonna be upright honest that the only reason im looking forward to this is for daniel henney XD