another one?

yay! i won an mp3 player! wahahahahahhaahahahhahaahha

*talk about funny mood swings*

emo-ing

prepare yourselves... for an irritable, emo, angsty, angry post :D

so here goes, as ive mentioned before, i've been put in charge of the graduate magazine for our graduate fashion show. no prob, i can do that. i have to arrange photoshoots for everyone. ok, a bit difficult but still manageable. but when it comes to making sure that these people submit their things on time (does anyone even fucking know the meaning of a 'deadline'?), are prepared for their shoots, have met the people they're supposed to meet, have read all the fucking notices that have been put up on the boards... that's pretty much enough to piss me off. i mean c'mon. we're graduating in two months time. is it so difficult to act a little bit more responsible. we cant be running after everyone. we have a fashion show to organize. you're not the only people on the goddamn planet. and dont act like i'm the one who owes you shit because i don't gain anything from this. sheesh.

be more fucking responsible people.

gila-ness

. i am going crazy. i cant take this shit anymore. argh!!!!

chill

woot! one photoshoot down, 30 more to go! LOL. the group and individual shots for our class were taken on tuesday at the photolab. i think it went pretty well. i hope the shots turn out well. many thanks to the photographers hakim, weez and zindy as well :) hopefully we'll be able to complete all the photoshoots within the next two weeks ><

photoshoots aside, i notice that people tend to come to me when they have problems. lol. so it's rock chick AKA agony aunt huh? hahahahahahaha.

oh i went to renew my mykad today. guess how long it took. 10 friggin minutes! so damn fast. surprisingly. lol.

i think ive calmed down a bit since my last post. *phew*

damned

wait. before i start, i finally watched bourne ultimatum. awesome movie. go watch it if you havent already!

anyways. i dont think i'm dealing with this semester very well. for some whacked out reason, i've been feeling overly stressed and tense for no apparent reason, worrying about every damn stupid detail. i've been worrying and stressing out needlessly about things that are still so far away. perhaps its the speed of which everything is coming at us.

i think i'm being too much of a perfectionist. wanting to do things perfectly without any glitches, wanting to arrange everything so that they don't collide with each other. trying to control too much in life. i hate that. i like things to come as they are, dammit!

next 3 weeks is gonna be pretty shiteous. i have to deal with all the photoshoots for our graduate magazine. have to make sure everyone's photoshoots are done. have to arrange them properly. it doesnt help that everyone usually does things last minute. especially since the guy who is helping us take the photos doesnt have much free time on his timetable. i think we are screwed. this sounds pretty impossible to me. and we've only 2 weeks (possibly less) to complete our garments for the photoshoot. sure it sounds a long time. but thats not the only assignment we have.

i hate mondays. mondays are the worst days of the week this semester. we have a really good lecturer but she tends to rush us through things too quickly. she wants everything submitted by the end of the class. the worst part is, tomorrow we are supposed to be having a mini fashion show, a party for a classmate who's leaving, a lesson, as well as a talk by someone from 1.30pm to 3pm. brilliant. someone shoot me now.

and i scraped my grandma's car pretty badly yesterday. so fuck rite?