the worst part of blogging is thinking of a damn title

it's a friday and i'm off!! yayyyy...! lol. well.. actually i'm not supposed to be off. Here's the deal.

I was supposed to go to coll today to show my lecturer my sketches for my next design. we're supposed to be doing evening wear this time. dunno how it's gonna turn out. i'm more of a street wear type of person O_o. plus my sewing skills totally suck. Die lorrrrr...!! I was also supposed to hand up my textile design assignments. which are kinda overdue. hehe. And my cheongsam. which i have yet to complete. Dammit. I am so behind in my work.

So what am i doing here typing away as if i had all the time in the world? Well i wasn't feeling well yesterday. Had a headache and a slight sore throat. I think it must be the haze. It's so dull outside. Can hardly see the sky. Everything seems yellowish for some reason. Well not exactly yellow yellow but more like a beige-y... ahh whatever. Not important. lol. Basically the haze is so bad you can smell the smoke as soon as you come out from your room. Even my glasses (which i wear when i'm at home) are getting speckles of dust all over it. haha. no kidding. but not like an entire layer la...

So where was i? oh yeah. i wasn't feeling well. so since mum said she's not free to take me home if i go to coll today, she suggested that i skip class. cos that way my condition won't get worse and so that she won't have to worry about me coming home. So that's how i got an unexpected day off. So since i was off yesterday as well... i have an extra long weekend! whoopee!! Hopefully i can finish all my assignments by monday...

So lets see. here's what i have to do this weekend:
1) complete cheongsam
2) sketch more designs for the evening wear assignment
3) Do more research on my subject matter
4) complete the matching skirt for my already-submitted jacket
5) Try to complete Presentation tech. assignments (using Adobe Illustrator)
6) Get enough sleep so i won't look like a zombie on my birthday! LOL

Apart from this week's work, i still have lots more to worry about. I have yet to do my batik assignment which is due on week 14 (we're going into week 11 already), we have another textile design assignment coming up... and lots more to come. damn.

And there's something wrong with the stupid computer in my room. I don't like referring to it as my computer cos it used to be my aunt's computer and it fu*king sucks! Some old version which always breaks down, has no internet connection (whats the damn point), is bloody slow and takes up most of the place on my table. Now it won't even turn on. Meaning i can't do any late night (and often 'last-minute') typing work cos the other computer (this one im using) is in my parents room. sigh.

And my stupid guitar need new strings. It sounds bloody awful. Eeeeeeeeee.... I need to spend so much money this month. And the month has just started! Let's see. i need to spend on guitar strings, art material, fabric, other stuff like beads and various accessories for my garments, and lots more. daaamnnnitttttt.... Plus i'm considering cutting my hair. Below my chin. What do you people think? hmm... Kinda worried about how i'll look. Oh well. hair grows right? speaking of hair, i love the new shampoo my mum bought. makes my hair smell delicious haha (talk about randomness O_o).

For some weird reason i feel like listening to Linkin Park now. Lolz. Haven't heard their music for a while now. I think Rach still has my cd. Do you Rach? Wait.. no point me asking that here. Her comp is still down i think. haha. My mp3 player needs new songs. Getting a little bored. But i can't be bothered to download new songs now. Just don't feel like it. Plus, my dad's already irritated that his comp is full of my music. kekeke.

*my gosh this is turning into a really long post isn't it?*

i'm so full of crap today. Hahaha. Hey anyone know when 'Open Season' is being released in cinemas? I need to watch a movie. I need to get out. I need my B's (rach, ani, mon, shal, yen, carlyn i miss you guys!!!), i need something to make me laugh my mad-cow-disease-laugh (like ani would say, lol :p).

I never thought i would say this but i miss high school. I miss the simplicity of it. i miss my high school bums. I miss sitting at the back door with rach where ani and shal used to sit and yen will come from the other class to visit us, i miss not doing add maths and getting away with it haha. i miss getting up those stupid probationers nerves my having my pinafore buckle missing. lol. argh... i loved coll at first. Now the thought of it just makes me irritated. I still have until next year before i graduate. Man, that sounds too long. But then again, i'm not exactly looking forward to working.. i know, I can never make up my mind.

Well, i'm gonna end this now. Before i get more random or emotional or whatever. haha. Oh and btw, thank you seiwling for the early birthday present! and agan, sorry i didnt manage to get one for you....! :(





(ok ok i'm going now!) :p