goodbye grandma. may you have much more happiness and peace wherever you are now.

RIP

need.sleep.

ohmygod i have to work this sunday! and since i work on saturdays as well, there will be NO SLEEPING IN this weekend! NOOoOOOoOO....! ok to be fair, my boss did give me a choice for sunday. lol. but i figured a photoshoot sounds like fun, so yeah, i guess it was my choice so i shouldnt complain :P good thing we wont be in bangsar on sunday. bangsar is getting boring. lol.

however... lepak in bangsar on saturday zanthea? anyone? lol. if my social life was dead before, it's definitely buried now.

geez

probably overreacting, but i am SO annoyed.

that's all i wanted to say.

out.

(i know you're sigh-ing ani :P)

lucky you

uncle george (lol) has just given me the most devastating piece of music news for me this year: singfest08.

will you look at that line up! simple plan, lostprophets, nfg AND travis in one day. followed by jamie scott, jason mraz, PATD and one republic on the next. LOSTPROPHETS ARE GONNA BE IN SINGAPORE! *bawls* i can't believe it. just last week i said i'd really like to see lostprophets in concert. why not malaysia? screw the mtv asia awards wei. i wanna go for singfest08!

i dont think i can afford it though. *bursts into tears again* i mean i suppose the ticket price is pretty reasonable considering there are so many international acts, but i'm also gonna need to renew my passport (lol). include the travelling and accomodation costs and i think one month's salary would not be able to cover the cost of the whole trip lol.

I WANT TO SEE LOSTPROPHETS!

music tag

another tag. from anthea!

Name 13 songs in ur mind and
answer the following questions.

1) smile for the camera - armor for sleep
2) all that i've got - the used
3) gravity - luna sea
4) volvo driving soccer mom - everclear
5) collapse - saosin
6) crooked teeth - death cab for cutie (they might be coming to kl WOOT!)
7) rakuen - do as infinity
8) wish you were here - pink floyd
9) stars and boulevards - augustana
10) sour cherry - the kills
11) song 2 - blur
12) digital bath - deftones
13) juneau - funeral for a friend

•what do u remember when u hear no.4?
- high school :)

•does no.8 make u happy?
- happy? i dunno. lol. one of my favourites though. haha

•has no. 3 made u cry?
- i don't even understand it lmao. another favourite though. lol

•in what occasion did you hear no. 9?
- downloaded it after i heard boston :)

•do u miss song no.10?
- miss? lol. i listen to it all the time

•which part of the lyric do you like the best from no.1?
- i love every part! lol!

What if you find out
Everyone that's in your life
Is only being paid off
By a T.V. studio
And every conversation
Everyone's had with you
Was scripted by the writers
Living in Los Angeles

Smile for the camera

Put on a show for the viewers back home
Hide the truth so they'll never know
You hate what you got
Can't you love what you got?
So smile for the cameras that keep rolling

What if you find out
Everything that's in your life
Was only put in front of you
By people waiting for you to fall
And every time you trip up
Is all just a game
Nothing's really mattered
Nothing was as bad as you thought it was

Smile for the camera

Put on a show for the viewers back home
Hide the truth so they'll never know
You hate what you got
Can't you love what you got?
So smile for the cameras that keep rolling

The banquet the reception, it was all for you
Affectionate obsession from the masses grew
But little do they all know
You're just scared
You're just scared of when they'll write you off your own show

Put on a show for the viewers back home
Hide the truth so they'll never know
You hate what you got
Can't you love what you got?
So smile for the cameras that keep rolling

Love what you got, can't you love what you got?

(you know, it reminds me of the truman show lol)

•do u imagine something when u hear
no.2?
- i remember being blown away by the videoclip the first time i saw it. no idea why. lol. still a favourite :)

•who do u remember when u hear no. 6?
- no one

•when was the last time u heard no .11?
- today

•who told u about no. 8?
- dad. hehe. my dad has awesome taste in music

•do u often sing no.11?
- "WOOHOOO!" yes. a lot. lol

•have u sang no.7 to anyone?
- no. lol

*does no. 10 inspire your life?
- er. no?

•does no. 5 tell about ur feelings?
- no lol

•what do u feel when u hear no.7?
- i dunno. but i really like the song lol

*Do you smile when you hear no.11 ?
- why do you keep asking about 11??

•when was the first time u heard no.1?
- last year i think

•if u could dedicate no. 9 to someone,
who would it be?
- an augustana fan? ooh i know, anthea! :D

*Does no.7 mean a lot to you ?
- look, i really like 7 but can you ask about different songs?

*What is so special about no.12 ?
- "SHOVE IT SHOVE IT SHOVE IT!" lol

•would u sing no.1 to anyone? to who?
- i always sing it with my youngest brother lol

•does no.8 remind u of someone?
- not really. maybe dad. haha

•do u want to hear no.12 right now?
- okay. lol

*So you remember clearly the first time you heard no.13 ?
- couple of years ago. can't remember clearly XD

*edit*
i don't usually post japanese bands but i've been listening to kagrra, for a while and for some reason i never thought of looking for their videos until now. and yay! i found 'shizuku' which is probably my favourite japanese song after luna sea's 'gravity' :)

tag

havent done this in a while lol

1) What is the most important thing in your life?
~ family

2) What is the last thing that you bought with your own money?
~ clothes, bag, belt

3) Where do you wish to get married?
~ somewhere that doesnt require me to go through crazy tea ceremonies and overdone wedding banquets with 5 costume changes. lol.

4) How old do you think you will be permanently owned by your love?
~ i dont understand the crazy question

5) Are you in love?
~ nope.

6) Where was the last restaurant you had dinner?
~ er. i went to pastamania for lunch

7) Name the latest book that you bought?
~ septimus heap queste. lmao

8) What is your full name?
~ i'd rather not

9) Do you prefer your mother or father?
~ you want me to choose? bugger off!

10) Name a person that you really wish to meet in real life for the first time.
~ nah nah, you asked for it. lol. hiro mizushima, robert pattinson, tetsuji tamayama, BILLYYYYY. oh i'd really like to see 'him' another time but i aint telling who 'he' is. lol

11) Christina or Britney?
~ hayley williams

12) Do you do your own laundry?
~ does putting on the washing machine count? heh

13) The most exciting place you want to go?
~ disneyland for me too! lol. or japan. or rome. or a rock concert haha.

14) Hugs or kisses?
~ something more x-rated can? LOL im kidding. both.

15) Point out 5 things about the person who tagged you.
a) funniest person in the world
b) drama queen!
c) has one of the most contagious laughs ever. like seriously. haha
d) she's turning into a partaayyyyy animal. hehehe
e) 'sigh's a lot. HAHA

16)8 things I am passionate about:
a) i absolutely love my (immediate) family and friends
b) rock music
c) art
d) fashion
e) good food! wahaha
f) fantasy movies and good books
g) tall skinny guys
h) see the answer for q 10. lol

17)8 things I say too often:
a) fuck/fucker/fucking
b) bitch!
c) babi lar
d) crap
e) geez!
f) zohmygodd
g) bloody ass
h) omg hiro/robert/billy is so hot (lol)

whoa i didnt realise i curse so much!

18)8 books I've read recently:
- fragile things (neil gaiman)
- sisterhood of the traveling pants 4 (ann brashares)
- septimus heap: queste (angie sage)
- some books from the shannara series
i think thats about it


19)8 songs I could listen to over and over again:
grahh too many to choose. lol
a) gravity - luna sea
b) stars and boulevards/heart shaped gun - augustana
c) maybe tomorrow - stereophonics
d) can't catch tomorrow (good shoes won't save you this time)- lostprophets
e) damaged - primal scream
f) make tonight - emanuel
g) sour cherry - the kills
h) collapse - saosin

oh and most songs by taking back sunday. lol

*edit* ohmygod i cant believe i forgot to list the used's 'all that i've got' XD

20)8 things I learned last year:
a) organizing a fashion show is NOT easy
b) ok i learned this a long time ago but still: PROCRASTINATING IS BADDDDD
c) jumping up and down and sweating it out at rock concerts = ecstacy
d) my 14 years of studying life is OVER. omggggg.
e) loads of friends have left malaysia and gone overseas :(
f) the best friends you'll ever get are the ones you've known since the good old school days :)
g) i actually miss high school. hehe.
h) i like musicals! lol

-8 people to tag:-
do i have to?
~ anthea
~ ashley
~ george who still hasnt done my previous tag
~ seiwling
~ yvonne
~ anyone else who wants to do it

taxi!

i've said it before and i'll say it again. malaysians are RUDE! picture this: you've been waiting at a bus stop/taxi stand for half an hour waiting for a taxi. This other dude walks up and stands on the right side of the bus stop. next thing you know, he's getting in a cab and you're still standing there. better still, everytime another person comes, that person stands even further right. meaning, everyone new who comes cuts the fucking queue! wait, are you following me? er.. how bout a visual guide?



excuse the rubbish drawing. anyways, this is what happens at your average malaysian bus stop/taxi stand. it is SUPER frustrating. i experience it everyday. i still dunno if i'm dumb to stand in a queue. lol. or wait... maybe I'M the one standing at the wrong end of the queue O_o" shit, can't be right? lol. i wait for my turn.

oh, the best part is, when everyone else has been standing there for almost an hour, some queue cutters actually have the cheek to look annoyed when a cab doesnt stop for them. wtf right! are you blind or something? do you realise that there are people who are annoyed with YOU? gosh, it's so amazing that people are so selfish. i don't give a damn if you're late for a football match or your wife is giving birth. WAIT YOUR FUCKING TURN!

question: why is it that honest people always lose out? would you say it's dumb to be honest?

end of rant.